This icon is my life
I’m a little less concerned about the cop a feel comment (as I get those sorts of comments a lot, which I don’t generally appreciate except in very specific private contexts) as I am over a mystery person from the far reaches of the interwebs having fabricated a life with me in their mind based on limited interaction. When I say it like that, it’s creepier than it is, but the more bothersome aspect of that is that it feels like I’ve lead someone on without intending to, leaving only two outcomes. The fact that I’m dating someone right now and hopefully plan to be dating this person for the long haul (as I plan to with any relationship I enter) or, in some alternative timeline, where your perception of what life with me would be like turns out to be false and a disappointment.
Also I apologize to you and to anyone else who has received little to no response from me lately, my internet is limited, tumblr’s messaging system is wonderfully shoddy, and even Facebook is giving me issues.
I ain’t trying to be a cynical bitch or nothing but I get the distinct feeling this was sent by someone who doesn’t have regular contact with me. There’s been chances. I’ve had a rough couple years with people and I’ve spent a lot of time alone when I could’ve used some support, even if it would have been with ulterior motives. Just seems like the kind of thing that would come from someone who observes my internet persona from afar, and therefore doesn’t really know who I actually am. That’s not to say I’m that much of a different person on the internet than real life, but we all present ourselves differently in the public eye than we do in private with friends, to a certain extent. And as I progress musically, my internet persona needs to change and my private life just become more private, leading me to further disbelieve the sincerity of this message.
Ain’t trying to be a bitch, but that’s how it goes.
95% of the time, tumblr won’t even load on this phone. Fuck T-Mobile and their lies. I’m just sad that this is the only internet connection I have access to.
I just realized every dream I’ve ever had that I can remember has been completely devoid of animals. Not a single animal has ever been present in a dream I’ve had. Now, there’s a recurring person, the details of which I keep to myself, but no animals ever. Weird shit.
Again sorry for my absence! Between work and Last Question and not having internet, it’s been really difficult to keep up with social media that doesn’t include the Facebook app on my phone. One day I will return for real though. In the mean time you can keep up with my band exploits at our band page http://www.facebook.com/lastquestionofficial
Why does anyone go by the name they go by on tumblr? Or the internet in general? I used to know a dude on FFXI named Sulfig, and another dude named Bearsuit, surely I’m not the most nonsensical thing out there. How long have you been on the internet?
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Hey guess who’s getting a tarantula this weekend?
IT IS NONE OTHER THAN I.
Someone I know needs to rehome one and is doing so for free and I like fluffy spiders. I’ve got a bit of reading to do because I’ve only ever cared for mammals before..